Masculinity

sexual polarity, balance
masculine feminine
deeper purpose, superficiality desires
no fear, just love
don't flip flop, people wont trust depth
don't do things out of fear, you will only see empty artifacts left behind
if you were to die today, what would you do to live a full life?
stop trying to wait for the world to give your sense of purpose, find it within yourself
feminine needs to change while masculine doesn't budge
feminine, cannot be put into words, moment, channel
don;t ask, asking will change moment, just embrace
it's like gauging the ocean, where the weather comes from
don't use you mind to analyze the feeling, wrong assumption
analyze limits her to your verbalization of your own mind to portray her emotions
empty of constraints; masculine, lowest common denominator
fullness of life, love, feminine, empty of flow and feeling not trying to fix her, fullness, motion, emotion
feeling evokes presence
fill with emotion, bookshelves, go shopping
deepest presence, if not get the presence of anger than no presence at all
she has no desire to put conversation to end, want to feel the constant emotion through motion
man wants it to be compartmentalized and stop, big open spaces, opposite
don't react, don't analyze, fill with passion
don't tolerate wrong decisions or you will resent her
if ti's not love, then it is self abusive
1st stage, your needs
2nd stage, social needs
3rd stage, feel heart and draw boundaries for heart, masterpiece
men, critical challenge grows, error correct
feminine, praise
have her trust masculine
receive her feminine aesthetics
variety women spectrum, everything
when you don't have something your partner has, that is the yearning for taste
full spectrum
polar dynamic, find reciprocal, hawaii
committed interest
life force
deal with important things to you
most sexual is not the most tolerable
pleasurable opposition
the most attractive is not livable in domain
 for daily life
priority
sexual and creative domain does not match
find single important reason, children, financial, intimacy, etc
woman who attracts you throughout the day does not really attract you sexually, practical means
true discipline, act true impulse than lesser artificial impulse
need full inspiration of sexual energy instead of shutting down

consciousness always changing never perfect
inner voice in conflict with another
reduce conflict is to find singular purpose
expression change, but source never changes
find heart source, seeks commitment
serve deepest offering
fundamental priority and form everything around it
if you curtail purpose and sell yourself short, then she would be the one you resent for nat achieving your life goal, so she has to have the affiliation of being number 1
she cant be dependent on as a baby
chooses above other sources but will continue to live without her
she is not all of it
a man that is happy with and without her but chooses her
not bending towards her
if she leaves, he can continue fully, not holding him back
more trustworthy
not have her at the pedestal but embrace her
don't want superficial desires, not just to want for her but for for life
deepest desire is not her
deepest desire that includes her but not chase after her as your deepest desire
she wants a man with a mission not a man with a mission that is her
masculine grid on space and time
feminine flow of right now
man, abstractness 20 days next day forgive
woman, does not matter 10 years, track record is meaningless because you lose her trust
masculine, same no polarity
woman if relaxed in feminine vs masculine defines real time getting along
deepest heart, not how to fix, not apologize, show error corrected, learned from mistake
feel constant learning
not to linger in time but in the moment
present moment embrace no matter how bad the past was
correct error, embrace, and move on
not therapist, she is water response of subtle error see truthfulness
heart, what you want to do right now
don't talk about problems, learn from response, offer touch movement connection
masculine is attention, goal orientated, deepest purpose
feminine is love, receive and give
move freely in moment, love
reflect love rather than lost in future goal
offer your gift in the domain of energy (love, touch, embrace) than domain of attention (facts)
men, resolution with decision
feminine, is love flowing or is love not flowing?
not philosophy, but in the moment in transferring energy
love through energy not reorientation of intention
freshly sourced every moment
risk it and try it, not quite sure about decision, try it
change decision with clarity and create art out of mistakes
greatest free some
masculine consciousness, unchanging absolute, unconstrained freedom, release
moving through block to freedom
women, full of love and emotion even if it's negative or detrimental, having baby early, playing victim
open devotion, mutual worship
masculine peace
feminine war chaos
1st stage dress to attract
2nd stage tone down dress
3rd stage, giver of light, radiance
after sec, depolarized, less merge
cultivate desire, merging unity, keep it up, remain aroused
walk away while desire remains, don't completely deplete
don't diminish desires
don't reject
feminine seeking love
don't be familiar, don't be repetitious, desire
heart is center, regulate lust desire inspiration
all emotion is change while masculine is one aspect in time
freedom from fear
love consciousness feel something always true
recreational regenerating lights instead of distractions
don't be result originated in giving
gift is in the giving
feeling
feel energy cultivating that you cannot see
alive and relaxed
breath
cultivate awareness of depth
emotional quality with inhalation
inhale incarnation exhale surrender
living energy life force
space is liquid, feeling is ripples in liquid, feeling space round you like liquid space
feel with nuance
feel of the heart through space, texture liveliness
receive and do not restrict breath
left feminine right masculine
assign number present feels
holding back your gift is suffering, gist of presence in appropriate moment
anything less than 10 hurts
do not withhold love
practice presence of love
give everything moment by moment by depth of consciousness
deepest purpose, when you die there is nothing left
feel present ness
spontaneous purpose from heart